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Sunday, September 7, 2008
goal all ur happinesss....yup...goal all ur happiness..bt nt mine...really....i dun lyk my blog to b emotional...i prefer happiness...bt i think i just realise tht nt every1 can get the happiness theywan.....
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u teach me hw to hold it...it was a few sessions...n i loved it just on the 1st sessions..u r the 1 who make me 4gt tht sickening jasper 4 the time being...really...bt we only had 3 sessions....i nvr cried ...its crazy i tell myself...all my frens knew...all hwever none of them encourage..worst...r***el lyk u too...tt was the 1st tym i cried 4 u.... n u didn't noe...agnes said...i will see u again next year...the only information i knew about u is ur name...i cnt find u in the internet..everywhere..th next few mths is u..u ...n u...i count the daes to the next sessions which is in 2007...while im still in 2006....
u teach me hw to hold it...it was a few sessions...n i loved it just on the 1st sessions..u r the 1 who make me 4gt tht sickening jasper 4 the time being...really...bt we only had 3 sessions....i nvr cried ...its crazy i tell myself...all my frens knew...all hwever none of them encourage..worst...r***el lyk u too...tt was the 1st tym i cried 4 u.... n u didn't noe...agnes said...i will see u again next year...the only information i knew about u is ur name...i cnt find u in the internet..everywhere..th next few mths is u..u ...n u...i count the daes to the next sessions which is in 2007...while im still in 2006....
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came back....wif my frens...wif tht memories...whn u teach us...my heart is as if it had nt been alive 4 a year...my frens nvr discourage me...i wait 4 the chance...i waited lyk hell..bt u did not turn up....i have the urge 2 cry bcoz i thot i would nvr see u again..n...miracle came...u turn up...there was a large commotion...n i think u guessed it...coz u chose to sit in a corner while taking a peep on who is the 1 making the commotion...u knew it...my face was red...boiling red...n u saw it....till the next sessions...u nvr turn up...bt i knew u stand outside the door..bcoz i saw it...i knew the ans thn....i cried on the way back to sch...till my eyes are swollen..my frens all scold me crazy....i knew i am...so i try to check on the internet again...i still cnt find it...fate does not give in...i cried 4 a few weeks....till my fren found u in frenster....i pin all hopes on it..hwever u break my heart by makin the choice u did...i noe tt im a complete stranger to u...bt u r nt to me.....i oni manage to 4gt u for oni three mths whn kimchi appear...n yi khai....bt u r still on my mind........
came back....wif my frens...wif tht memories...whn u teach us...my heart is as if it had nt been alive 4 a year...my frens nvr discourage me...i wait 4 the chance...i waited lyk hell..bt u did not turn up....i have the urge 2 cry bcoz i thot i would nvr see u again..n...miracle came...u turn up...there was a large commotion...n i think u guessed it...coz u chose to sit in a corner while taking a peep on who is the 1 making the commotion...u knew it...my face was red...boiling red...n u saw it....till the next sessions...u nvr turn up...bt i knew u stand outside the door..bcoz i saw it...i knew the ans thn....i cried on the way back to sch...till my eyes are swollen..my frens all scold me crazy....i knew i am...so i try to check on the internet again...i still cnt find it...fate does not give in...i cried 4 a few weeks....till my fren found u in frenster....i pin all hopes on it..hwever u break my heart by makin the choice u did...i noe tt im a complete stranger to u...bt u r nt to me.....i oni manage to 4gt u for oni three mths whn kimchi appear...n yi khai....bt u r still on my mind........
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i still think abt u....i have nt found sum1 hu could replace u....on the streets i cnt even find sum1 who resemble u...i kept telling myself...this guy great..n tht star great...bt tht was all nt real...wad i wan n alwaes wan is the tym i ha wif u...i would exchange anything 4 it...reali...the happiness showered upon me whn u tok to me the first tym...bt agnes n rosanne hurt me by saein all those things....bt i know its the truth.....tts y im nt happy at all...bt i noe tt if i chose to do tt thing mysef i will do it...giv me sum tym...i will delete ur contact if i could do it...juz giv me sum tym...bt if i cnt do it...4give me...really n pls dun giv me any false hopes coz..i can't do my 'o'levels well if u hurt me again n again...thank you....i knew u would read this..thank you 4 givin me the memories...i will try to cheer up i think i need a lot of tym...a lot...thank you...jp.